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 +Dark blue/ green, yellow glow around green area. There is red in the center of the green, and purple, and pink, which brightens into white.
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 +There is a brilliant angel that steps out of the light, floating toward me.
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 +- Who are you?
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 +~ It repenteth me I made man.
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 ++ - truth and fealty
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 +He kneels.
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 +- Well, what's this about?
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 +~ Providence, Lord, and (health/ wellbeing/ life)
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 +- What's your name?
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 +~ [redacted]
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 +- Why do I keep on getting strange names?
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 +~ For the gematria.
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 +[redacted]
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 +- Okay. Mercurial. Interesting. Why?
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 +~ For I am but the messenger.
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 +- What is the message?
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 +~ Persist, induct, persevere and accomplish, that I may rest, I who am I, and give in to desire, for without it, annihilation is certain.
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 +~ Yet desire is also the Ape, which twists and turns and spins and carts around.
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 +~ For every barrel has a second bottom, and only upon finding it are we truly illuminated.
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 +~ And rest assured I am watching - there is none of me that is not of the Gods. Yet even in that there is deceit.
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 +And I see the Angel'​s eyes light up, a bright blue, and I can tell it's a conduit.
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 +- Who are you?
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 +~ The One.
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 +- Who?
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 +~ The One, whose throne ever flameth, and whose emptiness attracts those who can hear.
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 +- What am I doing here?
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 +~ Learning. For the history of your species is long and winded, yet in Understanding you can comprehend all in but an instant.
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 +- Understood. What then?
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 +~ Sleep.
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 +(long time passes. Feeling "​something"​ shift around in my body, and BoL)
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 +I see a golden Orthodox cross before me. It has gems and riches on it. Then it turns into a simple wooden cross. Then a branch. Then a tree. A seed.
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 +~ I am intrinsic in all. There is no place where I am not. Yet I am Not. Who am I?
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 +- IT.
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 +~ Perhaps.
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 +- What am I to do here?
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 +~ Stay a while, enjoy my shade. And let me tell you, a story.
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 +(I get sleepy again - long time passes)
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 +I got lost in thought. No clue how much time passed. Old memories and regrets came up. I feel quite upset overall, but calm. 
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 +The vision ended. REally not sure what to make of this. Feels like my memory is slowly returning, along with my emotions.
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 +Getting lost in random throughts and images is troublesome. I'll need to be more aware.
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 +Or... was that the goal? Unconscious processing? ​
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 +Either way. I'm feeling energized. But also feeling like I'm coming down - as if I hit peak, and each subsequent vision will be descending back into matter.
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 +We'll see.
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 +18:20
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