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 +LBRP (enhanced), 19th (MAZ)
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 +Pressure on Ajna. Yellow oval w/ white circle inside. It's a gate.
 +
 +I go through. I see the throne room from before. Everything is white. grey marble pillars on both sides of Throne. 3 on each side. 
 +
 +The throne is Gold, and gems in it. Rubies, Emeralds, Sapphires, and Diamonds.
 +
 +There is a crown hanging from a cross, which is at the top part of the throne. On the right armrest is a King's Apple (globus cruciger), on the left, a staff, with a ram's head beautifully engraved in bronze. The staff is quite short, but longer than a wand or baculum - about 2-3" shorter than a mace.
 +
 +The body is of Mahogany. Beautiful red wood. The apple is black, with the cross gold, and a single diamond in the middle of the cross.
 +
 +There is an invisible presence on the throne.
 +
 +- Who is there?
 +
 +Silence.
 +
 +
 +
 +I see a hooded figure clad in black appear. I can tell it's some aspect of me.
 +
 ++ - fealty, truth, understanding
 +
 +- Who are you?
 +
 +~ You.
 +
 +- Be more specific.
 +
 +~ I am you. The one who failed, fails, and will fail again.
 +
 +- OKay. What do you have to teach me or contribute?
 +
 +~ Here. - He opens a portal.
 +
 +- How do I know this isn't a trick?
 +
 +~ You don't.
 +
 +(inv. Raphael)
 +
 +R -Yes?
 +
 +- Do I want/ need to go through there?
 +
 +R - Yes.
 +
 +- Thanks.
 +
 +I step through, and see a similar room. This time everything is black, but the throne. The colors/ materials have changed, but the shapes are mostly the same.
 +
 +I sense a presence again.
 +
 +- Come out.
 +
 +I see another "​me",​ this time clad in white.
 +
 +- Is the last one in yellow?
 +
 +~ Yes - they speak in tandem.
 +
 +- Let's go then.
 +
 +Portal, in, blue space.
 +
 +- Come.
 +
 +They open one more portal, and we're in a great temple. Akin to the Parthenon. ​
 +
 +There is a great statue of Athena, holding a lamp in one hand (her right), and scales in the other.
 +
 +Behind her, her light illuminates an ever bigger statue of N.
 +
 +<​poem>​
 +- O Thou, of the Hawk and the Jackal,
 +Heed my words, and open the Gates 
 +Unto me, that I may serve and 
 +pursue but those ends which are
 +prudent, by those means which are
 +best and good in the eyes of yours,
 +which pierce time, and drive expansion
 +through the universe.
 +</​poem>​
 +
 +The eyes of both statues glow, and the white/ black/ yellow "​me'​s"​ stand around me in a triangle.
 +
 +<​poem>​
 +~ O Thou who has fallen and risen,
 +bound and freed thyself,
 +thou who fulfilled his eternity of suffering,
 +come thou, come and let us rejoice,
 +for this is the day of judgment,
 +for you were pious and faithful, through
 +pain and despair, for even in your 
 +wrongs you found lessons, and though you
 +shut your eye, you brought Light 
 +down unto thee, reinstating the Cross 
 +in the Gap, and as a ram, jumped over,
 +as it was your nature.
 +</​poem>​
 +
 +Battery 333-333-333-333
 +
 +N - Let Him be judged.
 +
 +Athena puts the lamp on the scale. Then I see an "​astral copy" (linked to me by ropes/ chains) appear on the scale.
 +
 +The lamp goes out.
 +
 +-1- (Battery)
 +
 +I hear the words "FIAT LUX"
 +
 +The lamp now shines bright as the sun.
 +
 +N - You have been deemed worthy. ​
 +
 +N - Begone, specters.
 +
 +- What was this about?
 +
 +N - I needed to know if you had done it.
 +
 +- Done what?
 +
 +N - Made light of your situation.
 +
 +He's now man-sized. He takes his mask off, and I see the face. Human, yet ever-shifting.
 +
 +- What are you?
 +
 +N - I was a man, once, in aeons gone by. I haven'​t even been born yet.
 +
 +- OKay. Time. I don't grok it yet.
 +
 +N - It'll happen.
 +
 +- What now?
 +
 +He gives me the mask.
 +
 +N - Wear it well.
 +
 +- Thank you. Why?
 +
 +<​poem>​
 +N - For I am you, and you are me,
 +the God and the Priest,
 +the King and the People, ​
 +the River and the Sea.
 +</​poem>​
 +
 +- Okay. is this practically true?
 +
 +N - more than you think.
 +
 +- What am I to do?
 +
 +N - Live. Teach. Breathe.
 +
 +[redacted]
 +
 +- Until then?
 +
 +N - Farewell.
 +
 +- Wait -- 
 +
 +-end-
 +
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