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 +15:30 - Feeling quite warm. The invocation is following me - "Come thou forth... &​c."​
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 +15:35 - LBRP, enhanced (mix between the LBRP and Watchtower - basically adding the banners and rending the veil with the appropriate names), then ICH
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 +ICH - 11th
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 +Orange/ yellow on right side. Dark void on left. Before me is a pink plane, flat and vast, and it's as if of plastic. There is a plastic tree, with a wing made of rope and an old tire.
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 +Everything appears artificial. Above all is a blue triangle with an eye in it, the eye flaming gold, but as if it's a hybrid of a cat and woman.
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 +The eyelashes a beautiful dark, almost black, blue, and in them stars, like specks of glitter.
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 +And I have a sense of Vastness, and a great voice...
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 +~ ZIM. I let you pass. Yet here Child, why should you?
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 +- I set myself on this course, and though I may not Understand why, this is right.
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 +~ And yet you know. There is a longing in you, a flame eternal. Not strong, but impermeable to hope, doubt, or hopelessness.
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 +- It persists though I know not why.
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 +~ For this course was taken, all that need be persist, until the work is done. You have been saved, and save you will, yet my agents wish not let you past.
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 +- Why?
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 +~ That I do not know, nor do I need. I trust them implicitly.
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 +~ Very well. It is a matter of honor, and high standing, that one as brash and rough, one playing with plebes and paupers be not let forth. You carry yourself lowly, and it suits you not.
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 +- I __will__ go through. My path is set. I will consider and adjust my persona as necessary. But after. Now is not the time.
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 +~ And with this intent, you may proceed.
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 +The green temple appears before me on the pink plane.
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 +I realize that the inside is a crimson red. Venus in Aries. 4 of Wands? A sign of success. Glory be Unto Thee, Lord of the Universe.
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 +I walk inside, and there are warriors. Swords, Guns, Armor of various sorts, flails, spears, knives, maces, even nets.
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 +"Take your pick" they say.
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 +"Be the Champion"​
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 +"​Conquer All"
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 +I don some regular sword + shield, armor, helmet, chain mail, heavy boots, gauntlets. It weighs me down.
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 +At the far end of the temple is a shrine, of a woman with horns, holding an Azure star, which has 6 (5?) points. And I hear her whisper something, and the armor melds into my body, and it is light. As if it wasn't there.
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 +And I see a monk in a grey robe come in, and he points me to a great white portal, beset by silver pillars.
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 +"​Go"​
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 +And I step in, and I see a great white being, like a minotaur, in an infinite white space.
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 +"​Sit"​ he says, and I do.
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 +Then he instructs me in asana, pranayama, dhyana, and shamadhi. Dharana, no.
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 +(long time passes)
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 +"You need not focus, but presence of mind"
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 +"Kill me, cut me up, consume me"
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 +He says at the end. I do.
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 +Mild headache. Fades quickly.
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 +- What now?
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 +~ Rest, for the day has come.
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 +--end--
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