23:58 LBRP (enhanced), 19th
(Right) Large pressure in my head. Yellow, red inside, then black. And left, an eye in a triangle.
- What are you?
It blinks. Nothing.
It passes, but doesn't change.
The triangle unfolds. Each triangle has an eye. This wall of eyes stares. As if waiting for something.
I hear each of my thoughts reflected unto me by it.
I do. All those thoughts become a column in my chest. Can't write. Too noisy.
(time passes - I sit in silence)
Eventually one of the eyes gives in and develops a mouth.
T - What would you have me say?
- What are you?
T - The Watchers.
- What do you do?
T - Observe and witness.
- What for?
T - To prevent those who may be lost from moving forward.
- What would you have me do?
T - Stop. But you won't. We know ye.
He points at the 8-star. I look at it, and each triangular surface has an eye.
T - We are everywhere.
- Of what utility is this to me?
T - Magick. You bound us. Do what Thou wilt.
- Who does “Thou” refer to?
T - “You”. But which “you” is a mystery.
- What am I to do here.
T - Live and prosper - for WE are Providence.
T - The shards of God, that which Christened the ancients, and formed the Throne Empty, to give drive and purpose to those who would rather die trying than settle hell.
- I see. What am I to learn here?
T - Of your own origins.
- Show me.
I see Eden. I've a wife and kids. I speak an unintelligible language.
Then there is an explosion. I have wings. I escape, alone, with no guilt for leaving others.
There is a planet. I settle it. Looks like Mars (?). I shape matter. I create bodies, and my wife and kids incarnate.
I realize we're all “Watchers”. But incarnate.
- What are angels?
T - Our servants. For a different species cannot rule well. Spirits attracted, mingled and enhanced.
- What am I?
T - Outside [the hierarchy]
T - Grow and maintain the Throne. In True Faith, there is but One Joke.
I feel like laughing, though I don't understand.
I am only half in the aethyr (vision), yet I feel the eyes all over my apartment. As if everything is very, very alive.
T - Go now, and explore.